it keeps growing

qoshyness my love for fabian just keeps growinq & qrowinq. :] yay! well umm i have spent more & more time with him each and everyday & it makes it harder and harder for me to not be with him. hehehe... idk i quess that i miss him like if he was never qoinq to return when i know that everyday he'll be back in my arms. it just qosh everymoment im not with him i miss him like crazyy. && i cant help it. but hey im happy im still with him & i will be with him for ever. well riqht now he's sick = aww man i qot really scared b/c i thought it might be somethinq really bad but know turns out it wasn't that badd it would just take a little bit to qet better so im qlad =). ummmm wat else... hmm ... oh yah ugh lately we really been talkinq alot about the weddinq but we still dont know exactly when were qettinq married .... idk its b/c sometimes he get all hiped up & he wants to move in now but nooooo i say let just wait a little bit. so yah idk time will qive us that answer. n-e ways till later <3

-niNa